It's a pretty long time

         This year a lot of thing had happened, some of them had really change my life. As a student it's hard to keep all the things in your life meticulously checked , some of them are bound to get messed up. And sometimes the things that had gone south is the best first hand lesson that you can get. It has really been a wild year to me, to be honest the thing that really got messed up this year is my relationship with_______, see I can't even write her name for some reason but no harm done, bit by bit I'm pulling myself together again. Finally in a long time I really felt like myself again, thanks to her I really learn the meaning love and the meaning of a relationship. Yup it took me a solid 5 months to get things straight within that long months had really been the most shitty months of my life. I never going back to that again.
           So here I'm at 10:20 pm writing this blog post just to pass the time and for old time sake. I've change the look of my blog, my first try on customizing my blog on my own and it is sort of simple, maybe it's because I really don't know what I'm doing, but hey I've tried okay.